I still haven't had time to actually sit and think and reflect on yesterday, so that post is still coming. In the meantime, I have to write about today.
Sierra took but a 15 minute nap on the way home from a lunch date with a fellow baby loss mom. It was SO good to chat with a local mom, we need to do it more often. I grabbed the mail and sat in the car and looked through it because I knew as soon as I would get out, she would wake up.
We got a few cards today - one special one came from the dr. who delivered Adelyn and who (hopefully) will be delivering Rainbow Baby. She is probably the only reason why I did not switch to doctors who deliver at another hospital. As sick of I am of dr. appointment after dr. appointment, I really think I am going to miss seeing her. I have found in my journey that there are just certain people who are always willing to listen and WANT to hear how I am doing, and luckily she is one of them. I have to admit that I did get a little bit of a flashback to receiving a card from her last year. I guess that's to be expected.
I forgot to write about how I took the plunge and signed back up for free stuff. I was nervous, but I feel like this baby is coming home with us and I wanted some formula samples and coupons. I plan to breast feed, but I am sure somewhere along the way I am going to need to supplement since I have to go back to work a lot sooner this time.
Last week I got my first Baby Talk magazine. I actually sort of read it. But today, I got this:
Yikes is all I can say. This baby BETTER come home with us.
Healing...Freedom....Peace....Full Circle
2 years ago
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Sending you so much love and hope as you prepare to meet your rainbow. The last weeks are so difficult. Strength, mama, you're almost there.
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